Sounds of Soul : Microfiction : Series 8 :
When I Met Your Ex...!
When I coincidentally met your ex, at the door of a random cafe shop, my eyes stopped blinking for seconds together! I was confused whether to walk in or walk out of that place!
I had always wished to see her once, and in contrary to never see her in my entire lifetime! I took a table little away from hers. In no time I was confused whether to look at her or mind my own business.
The tingling feelings at the bottom of my heart, made me see her! I looked at her hair, skin tone, outfit, height and the way she smiled, talked and laughed. After all, I am a typical girl!
The unavoidable thought arose, "Is she prettier than me?". I reminded myself what life had already taught me, "Every girl is beautiful in her own way".
When her eyes looked at mine, I wondered, "She knows me??". Had you ever told her about me, just like, you said me about her? Anyhow, what you would've told...? There's nothing special for you!
That one moment of eye contact made me feel my old deep pain! This is the girl you loved once! This may be the exact way you admired her! You chose her over me and I... stopped my other thoughts that would make me feel inferior!
I felt worse, but I had to act like I'm perfectly happy. I had my smile on. Trust me, it was painful...!
I didn't want to go talk to her or know the other side of the coin. I am no more waiting for heads or tails because, what I wished for will never happen. It is your coin, you flipped. Substitutes are not meant for permanence right?
When I saw her leaving, I was at peace. When I left, I glanced at the empty table she was in. Why did I? May be if you were me, you would've done the same thing too! With each step i took forward, I've moved on already!
You cheated on her, or she cheated on you or you both cheated on each other, finally the truth is... I got cheated! Entry and exit is free for the trespasser, but I was given hopes that, I belonged there! That place was my world!
Little later, I teared! I don't know why! I was expressive... as always!
-MONICA SARAVANAKUMAR
This is deeep
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